thoughts: it's a weird feeling to have your mind be full, but nothing to write about. right now i'm questioning everything. roommate, friends, school, life. i'm struggling with a lot, and i'm feeling really empty right now. i feel like a failure, like nothing i do is right. i feel i work hard and try my best but i can't succeed. i apologize for sounding so negative, but life can get you down sometimes. right now, i'm picking myself up and i'm moving on. i feel like a giraffe (sounds silly, but let me make a point). i've fallen really far, but i'm working on standing tall again. (make sense?) i was walking to school today and thinking of how hard situations in life make you stronger. it's true, i know, but the hurt i feel (from school/work/drama in my life) is everywhere. but i keep going. i know that i am weak and vulnerable and i can't avoid feeling like that, but i can get through this storm and i can be strong once again. i'm giving it all to god and i know i can do this.
why i chose this photo: after the rainiest storm i have ever witnessed in my whole life from my window in my spanish apartment, this beautiful rainbow shone through. it is visual proof that god can turn something ugly into something beautiful.
question: what motivates you when you are at a low point in your life?
inspiration: "no matter what happens, the sun will always shine through the biggest storms. just motivate yourself by looking ahead at a brighter end."
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